101 Whys

How many times have you been pressured to do something against what you really want to?
What does it take to really break out of your comfort zone and achieve what you want?
Who are these people affecting your decisions?
Why are we reaching this way?

I am leaving it to you, because I myself cannot assure what I really want. What I have achieved are just the tangible goals. I want is something everlasting, something which I know I will not be able to do ten years down the road.

A $10 investment

I have always talked about who is the most all-rounded cheerleader(in singapore that is). In terms of gymnastics, partner stunting and professionalism.

Recently, I was very motivated after watching the Kentucky Documentry on the 2007 team. I am amazed at their 'never say cannot' attitude. No matter how unstable the stunt was, the amount of sheer determination and strength used to force the stunt back to continue the routine was just awesome. A highly recommended documentry for all cheerleaders, the 6 episodes will definitely push you to think. Are you really good enough? Are you as strong? Next time when you stunt, just think of "Kentucky". You will understand after you watch the documentry.

On a side note: After almost 2 years, I finally sense it. Thanks to Star and XP for the stupid psycho-ing. Otherwise I would not have even tried it that day.

Weak

It is at times like today that made me feel so weak.

Mentally weak,physically weak, emotionally weak....argh.

Just what does it take to get myself out of this.

Get me out of this sickening place.

命硬

First of all, song of the week. I'm going to learn this song, even though my canto sux.



Finally, the external audit is over, and to think of it, its already November. I think its really time to move on. Its getting stagnant here. I need a new environment. I need a new leash of life. Haha. Sorry Benny.

On a lighter note, it was a gathering of the "giants" at Graham's birthday party. Damn ULU place I must say. So what can we expect at a cheerleader birthday party? Stunts of course. I dun think there are pics but everyone had fun. I sat on the cake(dammit) and xw stepped into the drain. wat a joke.

Next up, 30 November. See you all there @ Ulu Pandan.

Spam

My shoulder, my back and my knees........ouch. I need to make a trip to the sinseh soon.

I guess I am totally weighed down by my work. Somehow its doesn't make sense when the economic is undergoing a downtown, yet workload is increasing exponentially. The only link is that they(the company) are using the same number of headcount to do more work due to the ramp up. Sux. Can't wait till March'09 for my biggest fishing trip ever. Come March, I can't wait.

Cheerleading.

Its really back to basics for the past 1.5 months. Physical conditioning that it. it does help when people say,"Hey, you got no more tummy!" At least its comforting enough to hear that.

Hey Andra, when rematch? I'm ready for you this time... haha

Blading kills

Well, I guess I shan't be bothered with anonymous postings or peeps with a myopic point of view.

I still have a great week ahead of me, though a raging week of war just past. Haha.

Its been ages since I last bladed, perhaps almost 1 year ago?

4 hours. I bladed for 4 whole hours, covered almost the whole of ECP. Thanks to babes agnes and ruth, who kept laughing at me, which also kept me going non-stop.
The result = 2 bruises, aching muscles,multiple abrasions and a torn groin muscle(i think so, even ruth said i was walking abnormally while shopping).

Pics!

Wasabi Fillet-O-Fish rox!


Bedok Jetty

Jimmy Gets High Tonight...

A long awaited post finally. Its been 4 months, and all of us are trying to move on. However, I think our jackass friend is still hiding in his rat hole, trying to avoid things that come in your way.

There is no denial, this is a personal attack, and yes, I am referring to you, Jimmy.

Some kind of friend you are, for all the things you have done, no wonder you are being ISOLATED. The world can have eyes to judge for themselves, and they are all correct in their judgement.

You like to take advantage when some girl's partner is overseas, yet you do not dare to admit that you did it. COWARD. One word sums it all up.

You like to take advantage when some girl is tipsy, DESPICABLE. Another word for you.

On quitting cheerobics team? Just because you dun dare to face the rest of the team, knowing that one day they will know the truth? Makes me wonder that where has all the pride and integrity that the SAF has instilled in you. I am ashamed to admit that I have such a useless fellow officer, and a regular to aggravate it even further.

I think I do not need to go any further, its just a waste of my time. If YOU are reading this, I have achieved my aim. HAHA.

Oh, reminds me of the song, "Jimmy Gets High tonight", are you?