Sunday, January 4, 2009

2009

2008 just whisked passed in a glance. In this extremely short year which I felt, I have gained and lost much, learn and felt much, most of all, treasure what are the few things that are most important to me.

In the year which I will turn 27, I shall no longer be what I was when I was 26.

2009, a new leaf emerge.

Believe.

Monday, December 29, 2008

HO is just round the corner. I have decided to join the all star performance, though I am unsure if i regret my decision, we just see what happens during the training and performance.

Hall 4 has been doing pretty well all these while. Those little bunch of kids just remind how livly hall life can be. I really really miss those days back in hall 4. I will look forward to Jan 14 where they will not disappoint star and me. Put up your best and beat the rest!

2 continuous saturdays of being a "brother", my senior was the day before and my good fishingkaki is next week. Tough week ahead but I will hang on. Persevere.

Visited the acupuncturist last week due to a real bad back sprain which left me limping with an arc-back for 5 days. Told her I was in cheerleading, and she said
"oh, there was this girl who visited me 2-3 days ago, also from NTU". What a stupid coincidence.

On a side note,

Fine. So what was said is just pure rubbish. It took me 3 months to find out. How great.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Painful Xmas

I always remind others to warm up properly before gymnastics lesson, but yet I forgot to do so for my own. Serve me right, for I felt the slight twitch on my back immediately after my first roundoff. But that din stop me to perfect my ROBT, with a heavy price to pay -> Having to walk around in company with a funny posture, can't sit nor stand too long. Arsehole. Bet I am out for at least a week to recuperate. Darn. Still pondering if I should make a visit to the chinese doctor.

With the festive season approaching, I am still unsure if I am looking forward to it. Its only certain that the week is gonna be super hectic, with hall trgs,work and a wedding to attend. What a way to spend the Xmas.

All I want for Xmas is...........

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Early Xmas Present

Got an early Xmas present from my Shifu, none other than Star Liu.



Really miss those days back in hall when the 2 of us just watch cheerleading videos though the night. We never knew what we saw then would become a reality, that Star will even make a "skill tape" for me. Haha.

Too all aspiring cheerleaders, impossible is nothing. Put your dreams to reality, train with a focused mind, and one day it will come true. I never thought I could be what I am now 2 years ago. You can too...Train hard!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

101 Whys

How many times have you been pressured to do something against what you really want to?
What does it take to really break out of your comfort zone and achieve what you want?
Who are these people affecting your decisions?
Why are we reaching this way?

I am leaving it to you, because I myself cannot assure what I really want. What I have achieved are just the tangible goals. I want is something everlasting, something which I know I will not be able to do ten years down the road.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

A $10 investment

I have always talked about who is the most all-rounded cheerleader(in singapore that is). In terms of gymnastics, partner stunting and professionalism.

Recently, I was very motivated after watching the Kentucky Documentry on the 2007 team. I am amazed at their 'never say cannot' attitude. No matter how unstable the stunt was, the amount of sheer determination and strength used to force the stunt back to continue the routine was just awesome. A highly recommended documentry for all cheerleaders, the 6 episodes will definitely push you to think. Are you really good enough? Are you as strong? Next time when you stunt, just think of "Kentucky". You will understand after you watch the documentry.

On a side note: After almost 2 years, I finally sense it. Thanks to Star and XP for the stupid psycho-ing. Otherwise I would not have even tried it that day.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Weak

It is at times like today that made me feel so weak.

Mentally weak,physically weak, emotionally weak....argh.

Just what does it take to get myself out of this.

Get me out of this sickening place.