I dunnoe if i was asking for it, i was browsing through my msn history logfiles.

Changes are inevitable, but for something to change that fast indeed is surprising. The amount of lies involved, an endless list. Mid of week 1 was ok. Things started to turn bad in week 2, and awfully disastrous by end of week 2. Somehow, human nature cannot be fully understood, let alone human feelings. Was I asking for it? I dunnoe, though I was assured and continously re-assured all was well.

I shouldn't have too much free time. Free time = Idiotic thoughts.

Why?